Hurry onto that plane! I can't wait to see you again. *grins*

So I survived.
hmm... 2nd day of the job. It's going to be a 4 day job instead of a 3 day job. hmm no difference i guess. Tomorrow night, there will be an official performance but I have no idea who the audience is. It might be a member of parliment from my estate but then again i thought he was only going to be here on Friday. Why in the world does the school want to have 2 nights of performance? I think it's tiring.
I've seen 6 runs so far and already i can hum/sing the songs from the performance. eeeks! I need to get the tunes of my head.
I'm still a little nervous about this whole job. i have yet to see the other lightboard provided by the contractor who has brought in 2 sets of PARcans lights. He didn't finish setting up at 5pm, so i left.
Today, i felt more comfortable. I had lunch with the set designer, dance choreographer and technical manager(sort of) in the school canteen. The food looked awful, everyone agreed it was "healthy".They're not too bad, i guess.

I still haven't managed to fix the time on this blog. the way I see it, there's no way I can change the time.
For the record it is 1.04 AM, 25th June 2002 already.

Fact: I've never taken on any job before in my entire life(especially alone).

I got recommended for a Lightboard Op possition.

Fact: Do I think I'm ready? - NO WAY IN HELL

I worry that I'm not good enough. I fear working for people whom I don't know. In school, it's still forgivable if I make a mistake. But now that I'm not working for anything that has to do with school, how will i measure up? There are a few things to consider. a) Will this come back to haunt me? b) Will I be causing the friend who has recommended me for the job any harm? c) Can I actually do the job well? d) Do think I'm insane?
It's nerve wrecking... I was so stupid at the job. It took me at least 40 mins to realise that I had not switch on the dimmers. *argh
It also worries me that I've no one to cue me during the actual performace. eeks.

take the antisocial test.

and go to mewing.net. because laura's feeling social.

hmm..