"sometimes i don't want to see the puppeteers, sometimes i just want to see the magic therein, & sometimes i just want to pry open atoms and know how they spin"
jumbled thoughts. alien feelings. feeling distraught. must learn to cope. trust in friends. ruffled feathers. bad friend to others. too demanding. curiousity killed the cat.
wish i were part of something. please don't shut me out. please help me understand. don't leave me in the rain. aren't i a friend? did i say something wrong? do i not say the right things.. don't keep it to yourself. being too nosey perhaps and yea, don't blame yourself. the truth hurts. don't let reality blind you. do not conform. be honest. don't say things just for the sake of saying it. need answers. cold and isolated world. dead-end options. headaches. disappointments. work load kills. burden. blind faith. constant doubt.
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