Fact: I've never taken on any job before in my entire life(especially alone).
I got recommended for a Lightboard Op possition.
Fact: Do I think I'm ready? - NO WAY IN HELL
I worry that I'm not good enough. I fear working for people whom I don't know. In school, it's still forgivable if I make a mistake. But now that I'm not working for anything that has to do with school, how will i measure up? There are a few things to consider. a) Will this come back to haunt me? b) Will I be causing the friend who has recommended me for the job any harm? c) Can I actually do the job well? d) Do think I'm insane?
It's nerve wrecking... I was so stupid at the job. It took me at least 40 mins to realise that I had not switch on the dimmers. *argh
It also worries me that I've no one to cue me during the actual performace. eeks.
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